so its been over a year since ive posted anything on good ol' lj..... not like anyone reads it anyway. :P
so nothings really happened...
i got a bf.. hes amazing.. and then we broke up.. well kinda..
see we were on a 'break' til we got back to school.. now in my mind a break means that were not actually broken up...
a week into school he tells me he likes someone else... perfect... and she sits at my table in physics... ruin my life.
anyway it was shortlived.. he claims he was just trying to make me jealous but whatever. so they 'broke up' and then a couple weeks later we got back together... and oh the death stares i got from her friends couldve killed voldemort. yea it was that bad... but whatever you know. love conquers all right? so anyway. things are good now.. things are great actually..
im dissecting a turtle tomro..... and have soccer and such alll week... 
oh
i saw Earth
AMAZING.
it was soooooooo good.
but yea thats it.
:)
 

so Across The Universe came out today on DVD.
I have gotten my copy and hopes that everyone else gets one to.

So christmas is coming up. The time for great friends, baking cookies and the classic, kissing under the mistletoe.
And there is definitely someone i have in mind for the mistletoe kissing.
We are in 2 classes together, talk and flirt all the time and usually talk for like hours on msn.
Why won't he confess his love:P.. he should. 'cause he knows that i like him and now im like over-analyzing everything!
Example: One of the classes he is in is my Design Technology class. Well me and my friend were watching my teachers computer looking at some of his designs when the guy that i like all of a sudden comes right up behind me and looks at the screen to. now.. his arm is around my chair.. he is leaning forward and down so he is right beside me.. and his face is like inches INCHES from mine.. i totally got goosebumps and butterflies and kinda could not breathe for a while.
Now.
What should i get outa that.
Was he just trying to see the screen? sure thats the logical answer and probably the more realistic one.
Did he want to get close to me and just make it look casual? Doubt it. but hey a girl can hope.
Was he being mean and since he knows that i like him just trying to get a reaction? Again doubt it. He is a really nice guy and completely perfect.
UGH.
Life sucks.

IN OTHER NEWS.
i went to see The Golden Compass on Friday and it was good...
there were some very funny parts. which is surprising cuz its supposed to be a semi-serious movie.
here is one that i particularly like.
The two polar bears are fighting.. there is the king. and Eurick(spelling??) who was supposed to be the king but got defeated for the crown.
anyway
the King bites Eurick's paw and Eurick is all sore.
the King starts roaring really loud celebrating his victory.. Lyra (lil girl) gets all scared and Eurick sees that she is all scared. 
Eurick gets mad.
Eurick hits the King reallly hard (the King is still roaring)
The bottom of the King's jaw... comes off.. yes. comes off... 
it flies through the air. and slides on the ice. and they film it.
i burst out laughing. my friends did to but they were like 10 seconds behind me.
It was one of those things where you were like.. 'did that seriously just happen?'
i laughed and cried.. i stil cant get over it.

COUNTDOWNS...
11 days until Sweeney Todd starring the great Johnny Depp and directed by the fabulous Tim Burton is released.
16 days until The Sweet Far Thing  by Libba Bray comes out.
15 days until Christmas!
102 days until my school soccer team goes to Myrtle beach for a week!!! (which. coincidentally also includes the guy soccer team and the guy in my Design Tech class that i like. perfect opportunity? i think so ;) )

Happy Halloween!
I was a pirate this year. I had a white ruffled-type shirt that i pulled off the shoulders and i had a red halter dress that came up to mid thigh. I wore black tights and black ankle boots, curled my hair and topped it off with a pirate hat.
So, when I went to my school i was feeling good. I looked good!

The dance sucked.

The DJ wasn't that good... basically he only played techno music (which sucks) and is not that good to dance to. 
There was like no one dancing! 
Furthermore, the guy i like. Wasn't dancing. And he asked me if i was going to the dance and stuff so i was thinking, okay maybe he'll dance with me. NOPE! wrong. i was totally wrong! 
Instead he stood around almost the entire time. When he did dance it was to solja boy. Or he danced with this one girl and looked very bored. The girl looked like she was half asleep. I wouldn't have been half asleep, hell no. 

That is all.

So, the music people in our school (Jr. Band, Sr. Band, Guitar Club and Choir) went to Bark Lake for three days last week. It was amazing!!!! We did two hours of music on the first day and then the rest of the time we just did what we wanted.
Day 1: arrived at Bark Lake (its about 2 hours north of Toronto)
            played music
            got a tour
            ate dinner
            went on an adventure hike (it was so cool) and did a solo hike in the dark
            soccer           
            played cards/ate candy/played truth til like 12 30 - 1 00 am
            sleep

Day 2: woke up
             ate breakfast
             free time  (a lot of contact soccer in a small place)
             trust games (leading eachother around the forest blindfolded/moving around on a log/went through a spider thing)
             continental handball (basically rugby without rules & more soccer)
             lunch
            rock climbing in a cave
            capture the flag (totally got flag both times, our team won!) (fell and hurt knee)
            dinner
            campfire & night howl (marshmallows but no s'mores *tear*)
            more soccer (didn't play) almost broke teacher's nose
            water fight (girls won)
            cards/candy/pranks
           sleep

Day 3: woke up
            ate breakfast
            high ropes (me and heights don't mix) 
            debriefing
            lunch
            packed
            went home

CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK NEXT YEAR!!!!